Thoughts

Ever had one of those days were you were just doing your own thing then suddenly something just hit you? No, I'm not talking about a two by four rather just a thought? That happened to me today.....

I was chatting online when my mind wandered back to my previous post here...plus at how I am not quite lining up like I should be... Let me use analogy/word picture to help you out

I have been sitting on a fence with a leg hanging over each side or I have both feet on either side of the yellow lines on a road. The left side being bad and the right side being good. Now we all know that we cannot as God said be either hot or cold (a song comes to mind that sorta fits it). Somehow I have been at least thinking I've been doing both yet that cannot really be. Rather I've been on the left (bad side of the road) and other days I've been on the right (good side). Lately I've been on the bad side more than the good; granted that does not sound cool yet, I have been having fun on the bad side. As with anything, the bad stuff (things we should not do) are the hardest to drop and give up at times. I know how that is friends......


I went to Granger Community Church this past weekend and Dr. Beeson was asking various questions. One had to deal with "Can someone loose his or her salvation?" He responded rather interestingly. He stated that the question was not more about can him/her loose salvation rather from a heart wanting to know basically how far can I go to the edge before I fall off it. He asked us a question which was (and I'm paraphrasing) "Where is your heart pointed? Towards Jesus or as far away as possible?" Let's just say that I was going away and somehow now (today/this weekend whatever) I guess I'm feeling somewhat convicted? Sorta? I'm not entirely sure.....I still am figuring that out.


I know it might seem like I sound down/bummed but I'm not. I'm alive and could be in a totally different part of the world. I just want you to know that I struggle just as you do with life and questions etc. It is part of learning and growing as we travel down the road of life.


Have a good day all. :)